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I just want to really get over the fact that not every guy is going to dick me over like he did. I don’t want to have my guard up so much,and not trust anyone just because I’m afraid of it happening again. I’m afraid of heartbreak. And fuck him for making me be scared, scared to death to let someone else back in.

Source: eletheowl

Two wrongs don’t make a right, & that’s why we’re not together anymore. If you’re over me, then you were never in love with me. And yes, I’m over you because I was never in love with you. When I said I loved you, it was a message from my mind which was taken over by infatuation. I’m not stupid anymore, I realised you’re not worth my time.

Source: eletheowl

I’ve never really been treated like a princess. Not one boyfriend has spoiled me or even given me the slightest idea that I was labeled as “his”. Not one boyfriend ever made me feel like I was his number one girl, or even special. For the longest time I’ve settled for a decent guy, I figured I would always have to “put up” with a negative. But I’m learning I shouldn’t have to settle, no one should. You should have that Prince Charming because sweetheart, you deserve 10 times better than that asshole.

Source: eletheowl

I looked back on us today, and I honestly don’t know why I missed you, and why I wanted you back. Sure, at the beginning we were kids rushing into things we had no idea what about, but slowly, instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less, and the more I loved you, the less I loved myself. But now I’m free, and I’m not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, but there’s no way I’m ever going back. So goodbye, my first love. Thank you for being such a fabulous waste of time.

Source: eletheowl

Honestly, I didn’t mean to laugh so loud, but it sounds so absurd to say that you want me, say that you need me after everything you’ve done.

Source: eletheowl

That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you, and it just hits you all over again, that shocking.

Source: kari-shma